Life of T.

I am back.
I am back to the blogger,
I am back to my study,
more importantly I am back to the life. 

I have been sailing in a vast ocean, with a big cat on board, surviving not matter what, but not knowing when exactly we will get to the shore, even though I knew the time will come eventually. Just as awesomely described in a movie called "Life of Pi". 

Story is, basically, Pi was left alone from shipwreck and survives with a tiger on a ship, sailing in the Pacific. Tiger needed Pi to survive, and when it survived, tiger just left Pi. It is just hard to accept that animals stay animals, just like the tiger in the movie stays tiger until the very end, never becoming a friend of Pi, even after how Pi treated the tiger as he did.

Well, I guess, that`s how it is. "Tiger is an animal, not your friend." so says Pi`s father. Maybe true. 

The main character Pi says 

"I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye."

How sad. Well of course, it`s not that I lost my family like he did, it`s not that I lost everything like he did. Just saying...

It is funny when you can see yourself in the big screen, and it just reflects your thoughts and experiences, in more fictional, creative, tragic way. 

Anyway, 3 more reports and 3 more tests to go to finish my 2nd year at Hitotsubashi University. 
And, from Feb 9, I will be going to Spain on an internship to a company called "Berge y Cia". I will stay 5 weeks in Madrid until March 18th. So, I guess, I better write something like a Diary on my days in Spain, which I am pretty looking forward to. 

Wish me luck! 
From now on, I will be confronting my Fear, not avoiding it. 

Wish you guys All the Best! 

P.S. found an interesting review of "Life of Pi". You might wanna peek at it.  

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It was weird. Because I was able to create a melody on my own, for the first time on guitar. And shortly after, I found myself writing lyrics for the melody. And even though lyrics is short and so is melody, but still I have my own song, now. Isn`t it great? so I decided to share the lyrics, And maybe youtube video later.   

So the name is

When I...

When I hear your voice

I can`t refrain 

From myself

Thinking of you

When I see your face

I can`t refrain

From myself

Longing for you

 

La-la-la-la-la

When I think of you

I can`t refrain 

From myself

Searching for you

When I am with you 

I can`t refrain 

From myself

Loving you

 

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君の笑顔

君の笑顔

静かな川の流れ

君の笑顔

早朝の日

君の笑顔

秋の夜の満月

君の笑顔
睦まじいメロディー

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Уушигнийхаа уг хүртэл

Уртаас урт амьсгал авж 

Уужим энэ хорвоог

Уулга алдтал амьдаръя 

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You know... of course you don`t know, this spring and summer was, well, up until now, the most difficult time I have ever had in my personal life. I just can`t count how many problems were there to face me, and with every minute it goes, I started seeing my, bad sides... Nothing was good in this semester, almost. I knew I was not good enough to start studying in Japanese, but I didn`t study as I should have, thus having problem with lectures and exams. Plus, I had to crush some feelings. but also, feeling rejected as a foreigner in Japanese society or well at least in classes and clubs. Most unfortunately, none to talk to, none to share with, none to be listened to, none no nothing...

YEAH! it has been like that. I have changed, or it is more correct to say It changed me. I feel myself, growing cold.

Well, whatever the case. WHO CARES?

"It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything"

. "Listen to me! You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen."

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TOP of the iceberg

You know, we all have our own personalities. There are some who get happy as easy as they get angry, or otherwise. Also, people tend to suppress their feeling towards others` action, often, regardless of their relationship to other person. Moreover, if we get mad at everything around that seems wrong, we can`t live in harmony. With this in mind, let`s see one case.

Lets say there are 3 people A, B, C. Person A got angry at B, and C knows a reason or two about why A got angry at B. then C judges A douchebag or whatever, because C thinks the reason A have to get mad towards B`s action, is trivial, and laughs back at A. In this case, C is third-person, or an excess. For C doesnt know everything about A and B and their relationship and stuff. Not only does it concern C but also B.

What I want to point out is that, one should, highly, refrain from judging the person who got angry by judging the reason which made him angry. Because it is WRONG. Judging one might know a reason or two but not all. It might be just only TOP of the iceberg. Or it just happened to be the climax or trigger that triggered water to overflow the container.

Don`t go around judging people from what you know, that is small portion of it --- Today`s lesson.

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Wreckless Eric-Whole Wide World

Oird iim goy duu sonsoogui yum bn...

coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool!

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